Monday, June 22, 2009

Blog Challenge-Day Twenty One-"U"

U-Undecided
Lately, I've had to make a lot of decisions in my life: some major and life-altering, others unlasting or seemingly inconsequential.  Do I go to this event or that one?  Do I eat this dessert or that one (or both:P)?  Do I go to yet another activity or do I stay home?  In the past few weeks a handful of more life-changing decisions than the ones above have come up, causing me to stop and think more carefully about how I make choices that will affect me so deeply.  When faced with a difficult decision such as colleges, careers, my future, where do I turn?  Do I talk to family or friends?  Do I pray?  Do I go with what feels best then or try and reason it out?  Making major decisions has always been somewhat of a challenge for me.  And really no matter what the decision, I seem incapable of choosing one desirable option over another.  No matter what the decision, I want it all.  From dessert to dreams for my life, from clothes to colleges, I want both, not one.  And so I remain unable to choose.  Without wisdom from above, I am perpetually undecided.

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